I’ve always had an interest in breath play – just never played because of…well, honestly, I didn’t trust My partners. However, recently I played and really liked it. I enjoyed having My hand around his neck…his mouth and nose covered with a gag and scarf….he was fighting (not really) against the restraints and pushing against Me. When he bucked against Me, I released him. he gasped for breath. Sucking it in like it was water.
I let him have air for a couple minutes and proceeded to cover his mouth and nose again and wrapped My hands around his neck. I wasn’t touching any other part of his body. his body was straining against the restraints. he wanted to be pushed further and further. he finally bucked and I released him. I was enjoying Myself and knew he was as well – his body was hard…rigid.
I decided to allow him to touch his cock which was hard and wet and I knew he wouldn’t last long. I wrapped My bands around his neck again and felt his body tighten under Mine. I allowed him to climax – allowed him to breath again right as his body exploded in release. Later he told Me that was the most exciting orgasm and mind blowing orgasm he had ever had.
Recently I had a request for a burning session. Burning with cigarettes on his anus and balls. I’ve enjoyed burning sessions before where I used a sub as an ashtray – putting cigarettes out on his chest and cock and watched him squirm when the lit part touched his bare skin. I’ve never put it against an anus and was thoroughly amused and interested. he claimed to have done it several times…but…I hear that often and was fully expecting him to cry safe word.
he surprised me. Aside from moaning with pleasure, he took what I did and did jump a couple of times when the cigarette made contact with his anus and the tip of his cock but that just made Me smile and continue doing it. I went thru two cigarettes before allowing him to find release as I applied the burning tip directly to his anus. I think he found release between pleasure and pain.
Had a fantastic no safe word session yesterday. sub was young and this was his first time and it was kinda cool to help him explore his interests. I was pleasantly surprised at how well he handled the cane whipping. I shoved a sock in his mouth and put tape over it so he couldn’t spit it out. I used the electric wand at full power all over his body – that was fun!! And there was no holding back with the cane. When he left, his ass was bruised a beautiful shade of purple, blue, red and black. My favorite colors! Later on he texted Me saying it hurt more to walk than to sit. Fantastic!!
So yeah, there is this other little side of naughty fun that I indulge in. Did a session last night that was supposed to be a ‘no safe word’ session and all he wanted was for Me to take him with My strap on and show no mercy. Basically bang him hard. Until he lost his mind, which, yep, he did.
I find that most subs don’t know how to discuss pegging. they are afraid of it. they tend to shy away from it – like it’s taboo. Which, I guess it is, but, it’s also a naughty thrill isn’t it? A female tops a male in a very vulnerable position. What a rush.
he wasn’t into spanking – he was interested in electrical play, but, was focused more on the dildo and strap-on. Last night was all about being pegged. And he wasn’t quiet about it. The fact that he was very into it made it hotter for Me. I love when a sub is in the moment and let’s go of the society restraints. he managed to handle what I gave him and in the end, I do believe he saw stars.
Sometimes, love finds it’s way thru a broken heart but doesn’t last. The fast heartbeat, the small smiles at late night texts, tossing clothes cause nothing looks right….yeah…been there done that.
We’ve all heard about rebounds. I’ve had My fair share of them. Just had one recently and am dealing with…a broken heart? AGAIN?? Not fair. Or is it a broken heart? Maybe it’s just My body going thru withdrawals from the soft caresses. The teasing nibbles. The hot tongue licking My body at 2am. his hard body next to Mine. My curves melting into his…our bodies joining as he makes love to Me. My body craving the fantastic orgasms that he always made sure I had before he found his own release.
Maybe it’s not a broken heart. But a broken vagina. My body missing the pleasure and orgasms.
So, the next lover will be just that. A lover…a play toy – no rebound – just sex.